Fallin' For You

I don't know, but I think I may be fallin' for you
Droppin' so quickly, maybe I should keep this to myself
Wait until I know you better

I am tryin' not to tell you, but I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hidin' what I'm feelin'
But I'm tired of holdin' this inside my head

I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' 'bout you
I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waitin' all my life, and now I found you
I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

As I'm standin' here, and you hold my hand
Pull me towards you, and we start to dance
All around us, I see nobody
Here in silence, it's just you and me

I am tryin' not to tell you, but I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hidin' what I'm feelin'
But I'm tired of holdin' this inside my head

I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' 'bout you
I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waitin' all my life, and now I found you
I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you

Oh, I just can't take it, my heart is racin'
Emotions keep spinnin' out

I've been spendin' all my time just thinkin' 'bout you
I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waitin' all my life, and now I found you
I don't know what to do, I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you, I think I'm fallin' for you

I can't stop thinkin' 'bout it, I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it, I think I'm fallin' for you
I can't stop thinkin' 'bout it, I want you all around me
And now I just can't hide it, I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you, oh, oh, oh, no, no, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, I'm fallin' for you

By: Colbie Caillat

Does every action mean anything?

A conversation with Mr. X on a late November.

"I just hung out with a guy, and hope he understands that we can't be more than friends lalalala... I just want to be his buddy :D"
"Hmm, don't you know that what you did would mean "Try harder Please" to him?"
"Haaaaa?? Really? No, I guess it's simply your personal opinion"
"Not only me who thinks so"
"Well, why can't a man be friends with a woman without a certain feeling? I though it should be normal if I friend with you or any other man in this world.."
"Nope. When a man makes friend with a woman, there should be an interest"
"So it is also not safe for me to be friends with you, eh?? Let's friend online only :D".
"Don't worry, that's for man Type 1, I'm Type-2"
"???"
"Type-2 is divided into 3 parts: A gay, A vaporized-hearted guy, or A liar. You decide lah which one I am :p"
"You're a liar :))"

And just few days later he asked me out.

"If I accept your invitation, what would it mean? Is it a -don't try any harder please- sign?"
"what about -2 normal young people going out together- ? Good enough? :D"
"Hmmm, pick me up then..."

One Melody

Lyrics: Angela Aki Translation: Jonathan Wu

If this is true love
it’d be okay to let go of the one I love
Then if he comes back, it’s fate
and if he doesn’t, it’s fate

I foolishy held on to you
and said one thing to you
my dreams and ideals were shattered
my sadness turned into hopelessness
and hopelessness turned into a facade
when I said “Goodbye” to you

There is just one melody
the sound of the world fades out
and one song lingered
and it was just one melody
it was the sound of me throwing
away my pride, telling you “I’m sorry”
La la la la la

All by myself I went back
to the beach we used to walk on together
the memories sinking into the water
as the waves crash

I couldn’t get used to be alone
and always wondered what you were doing
but I couldn’t pick up the phone to ask you
Maybe it’s time to move on, I thought,
and fall in love with someone else.
But my heart wouldn’t budge

There is just one melody
The laughter of the crowd could not
drown out the sound of this melody
it was just one melody
From the depths of my memories I can
hear the sound, of you calling out my name
La la la la la

Maybe it’s time to move on, I thought,
and fall in love with someone else.
But my heart wouldn’t budge

There is just one melody
the sound of the world fades out
and one song lingered
Just one melody
The laughter of the crowd could not
drown out the sound of this melody
Just one melody
Surely this song will last forever
In the distance a bird rises and descends
returning once more, to sing the song
called “I love you”
La la la la la

If this is true love it’d be okay to let go of the one I love...

Another percakapan bodoh

Kalo dikoleksi, bnyk bgt percakapan bodoh antara gw dan si Gajah Sungai aka Kudanil Sawah...
Ini salah satu-nya...

[19:59] lemonsquash13: dasar anak manja!!
[19:59] lemonsquash13: kenapa klo flyday..
[19:59] lemonsquash13: momy ga masak
[20:00] wuizys: td kan Mommy sudah masak
[20:00] wuizys: tp kmu-nya malah pacaran sm Ira
[20:00] wuizys: jd mamih habiskan
[20:01] lemonsquash13: eh aku jd momy nya
[20:01] lemonsquash13: lu jd anak manja buruk rupa
[20:01] wuizys: oh gt ya
[20:01] lemonsquash13: iyaa, ulangin coba
[20:01] wuizys: tp aku sdh nginjek kodok
[20:01] wuizys: jd sdh cantik lg
[20:01] lemonsquash13: utk ukuran kodok kmu emang cantik..
[20:01] wuizys: Mommy, aku lapar
[20:01] wuizys: masak dong
[20:02] lemonsquash13: dasar anak manja!!
[20:02] lemonsquash13: momy ga masak
[20:02] wuizys: knp mommy selalu menghinaku?
[20:02] wuizys: apakah aku bukan anak kandungmu?
[20:02] wuizys: ato apakah aku anak haram?
[20:02] wuizys: siapa Papihku?
[20:02] lemonsquash13: hummm...
[20:02] lemonsquash13: sini nak..
[20:02] lemonsquash13: sudah saatnya momy menceritakan ini pada kmu
[20:02] lemonsquash13: kmu sudah besar
[20:02] lemonsquash13: jd waktu kecil..
[20:02] lemonsquash13: eh sori,
[20:03] lemonsquash13: jd dulu ada burung bangau mengetuk pintu,
[20:03] lemonsquash13: dan membawa keranjang di mulutnya
[20:03] lemonsquash13: berisi bayi...
[20:03] lemonsquash13: .. itu adalah kmu nak
[20:03] wuizys: lalu?
[20:03] wuizys: jd aku anak bangau?
[20:03] lemonsquash13: momy sdah berusana mencari ortu kamu
[20:03] lemonsquash13: bukan nak, bangau hanya mengantar kmu saja
[20:04] lemonsquash13: ternyata orang tau kamu nak..
[20:04] wuizys: atau aku anak Puteri Raja namun tdk diinginkan Firaun?
[20:04] lemonsquash13: adalah..
[20:04] lemonsquash13: BUKAN DUL.. DENGERIN DULU
[20:04] wuizys: oh baiklah Mih
[20:04] wuizys: *mamih galak*
[20:04] lemonsquash13: orang tua kmu adalah..
[20:04] wuizys: Brad Pitt dan Jolie?
[20:04] lemonsquash13: *namanya juga momy.. mesti galak dong*
[20:04] wuizys: ayo cepat katakan, aku sdh tak sabar
[20:04] lemonsquash13: bukan..
[20:04] lemonsquash13: orang tua kamu adalah
[20:04] lemonsquash13: CUMI2 dan KANGKUNG
[20:05] lemonsquash13: kmu hasil persilangan keduanya
[20:05] wuizys: sungguh mengejutkan
[20:05] lemonsquash13: makanya klo kmu dimasak hot plate, jdilah cumi2 kangkung
[20:05] wuizys: *menangis tersedu2
[20:05] wuizys: ternyata persilangan yg sempurna telah menghasilkan puteri secantik aku
[20:05] lemonsquash13: lebay!!
[20:06] lemonsquash13: 8-|
[20:06] lemonsquash13: 8-}
[20:06] wuizys: gak kebayang gmn anak hasil udang galah dan bayem
[20:06] lemonsquash13: itu spt temen kmu.. Rindhu
[20:06] lemonsquash13:
[20:06] wuizys: wkwkwkwkw...
[20:07] wuizys: tp dia tdk lbh cantik dr aku ternyata
[20:07] lemonsquash13: emang..
[20:07] lemonsquash13: dan kmu tau kan masalah dengan udang galah??
[20:07] lemonsquash13: otaknya lambat nak
[20:07] wuizys: ouwww
[20:08] wuizys: pantas dia suka bersembunyi di balik batu
[20:08] lemonsquash13: wkwkwkw
[20:08] wuizys: mungkin krn malu
[20:08] wuizys: minder
[20:08] wuizys: Lalu Mommy hasil persilangan apa dan apa?
[20:08] wuizys: kenapa Mommy gendut sekali
[20:08] wuizys: mungkin tomat dan blewah ya?
[20:08] lemonsquash13: guwe mahh antar seleb dan foto model
[20:09] lemonsquash13: ahh gendut itu hanya perasaan kmu saja
[20:09] wuizys: aku pernah meraba Mamih waktu tidur, kupikir itu paha
[20:09] wuizys: ternyata jari2 Mom
[20:09] lemonsquash13: itu bukan jari2 nak..
[20:10] lemonsquash13: hehehehehhee gede yah???
[20:10] lemonsquash13:
[20:10] wuizys: